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 dear you, 

we argue too much, we don't agree on a lot of stuff but the only we do is never giving up to support each other. friendship? it's like our iman, somehow it will be the hardest for you to be consistent but at the moment you could be the right path in your life. did you get what i meant ? we have each other's back for more than a year until the day we are not longer to be that closed as we used to be as before. it's ok life change, i don't mad on what happened to us. can i just simply say it's takdir ? do you agree with me ? or it unfair for you for the statement. As what friendship does, we knew about each others that no one else does and know me better than probably i do. to trust someone more than anyone. probably one of the worst feeling when you losing someone you closed too, its not losing is a bit loose connection between us after the issues been resurrected. its quite sad for me when we are no longer be the best of friends ever. so many jokes, fights, tears, memories, laughter and dreams. we have come a long way and have much farther to go, you will always in my prayers. good luck in your career you can be the best among the best, i knew you can! i appreciate all the time you made me laugh or smile when i never could, the time you stopped me crying, the moment you teach me a new lesson, staying up for a night call just to know how good i am. smiling like an idiots when we still in highschool, everything. if you felt you're in the lowest point of yourself, don't give up just hang in there for awhile and come out with the better version of yourself , why not. Happy birthday to you. it might be you read this or it might be not. its ok! may god blessed you with huge of rizq, strongness, healthy, wealthier, iman. be in right path of life the, be a righteous child, smooth your journey every single things that you do in your life. Aamiin

lots of love,

eka brutal yang comel ;)