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Monday, March 6, 2017 • 4:59 AM • 0 Sweet hearts

 guess what , i'm going to talk about friends guilt ? 
seriously ?
HAHAHAHAHAHA

hello , im going to list the things i feel guilt of as a friends 

*rolls out a long piece of paper cellotaped together across the living room all the way to the kitchen *

there, my list all of the guilt of as a friends &
friends guilt is a real things too guys

 i'm such a "hati kering" one as a friends but just sometimes. HAHAHA
it's weird ? i don't even know why i can be that kind of " hati kering" but deep down i sangat sangat ambil tahu and nak yang terbaik for my friends ok uolls.

the moment that you feels sangat guilt which is bila the things yang you bercakap dengan someone but you're not sharing with he/she. and that time you can totally see perubahan muka seseorang itu (cause i'm the one that felt it hahahaha)

the ways you talked with , how polite you're when you talking ,what kind of jokes and bla bla bla cause itu sangat sangat la bahaya because of hati manusia ni is such like a tissue , easily koyak bro. for example , sometimes people keep saying the things that you hate but you still terima as a joke and turns out dia yang gelabah, koyak tak boleh terima ahaha . whats life bro.

do you ever said thankyou or sorry to your friends even untuk benda yang kecil . sometimes people keep it as benda remeh temeh ye lah dah kawan kan mybe dia faham , that's what you're thinking not that guys thinking. so why not ringankan mulut untuk bercakap or said sorry even once ? pahala tau ganjarannya.

being the best best best friends ever is everyone goals rite ? who's gonna be the best partner in crime , a sisterhood , a teacher , a boyfriends and everything . but i can't make it cause tak reti untuk jadi semua tu and especially im the one yang jenis yeah, i don't know how to coverup my face bila marah sedih and everythings and sometimes when my friends told me something yang macam you know the things bagi dia dia happy but bagi i she's doing the wrong things , so how i am supposed to keep smile on the things that i think it is wrong . totally showed on my face that feeling. and mybe that's the reasons why people keep quite from telling me something . because of hati kering sgt kot . 

and that's the biggest guilt of as a friends because i'm not the one yang macam tu and i don't know on how to treat them nicely , i means yeah i treated them sangat nice which is nak tunjuk that i ni sangat sangat ambil berat but i can't express it melalui reaksi muka cause entah entah entah . 

oh god please help me 


Saturday, August 22, 2015 • 12:03 PM • 0 Sweet hearts

Assalamuailaikum . hai awak cik pinky . first day kenal dah "bergaduh" kan , di manakah lokasi tersebut ? jeng jeng jeng ( poyo jap) alah kat pejabat kamsis je pun , tapi time tu ika langsung taktahu awak classmate ika la cik pinky . hahahhaah sorry , tapi rare ooooo tempat kita kenal . hahah orang lain hadoo ? takdooo kan hihihihi . lucu moment tu bila ingat balik . best kawan dengan awak cik pinky . i do love the way you are walaupun kadang tu gegehnya hahahaha ya ampun tapi seriously rasa seronok berkawan dengan awak . tak mudah tu untuk ika suka berkenalan dgn seseorang tapi awak unik . buat ika rasa nak kenal awak lagi mendalam , satu benda yang paling buat ika tertarik nak kawan dengan awak ( itu biarlah rahsia ) hahaha . cara dia lain , entah la susah nak tengok someone yang nak marah susah , taktahu la nak cakap mcm mana . tapi awak buat ika rasa selesa bila berkawan dengan awak . (eh terpoyo pula guna perkataan awak ni , hihihih ) mungkin baru lagi untuk ika tahu lagi dalam pasal awak . taktahu la kenapa ika ni suka sangat usik awak . hahahah tapi maaf la pasal ika awak datang kelas lambat , hahah tak sengaja bagi info yang salah tapiiiiii haaa ada tapi juga , siapa suruh awak tak refer balik jadual hahahahahahahah . bukan salah ika la . wek week , awak suka panggil pokadot kat ika , aish aish , entah siapa la yang start dulu panggil gelaran tu entah , and start tu awak pun dapat gelaran as cik PINKY , unik tau nama ni . hahah bukan senang ika nak kasi nama yg special mcm ni kat orang . hanya orang tertentu je tau kehkehkeh ( gelak guling guling sikit ) . ni kira baru opening perkenalan , banyak lagi yang ika nak tahu pasal awak cik pinky . im thanks to god for having u in my life as mine cik PINKY hahahaha , panjang lgi perjalanan kita semua , so jangan noty noty ok . study smart jangan malas , ingat pesan umi abah cik pinky hahaha tanak naughty ok ? yeee bagusssss tak naughty .  good girl ok , eh girl ke boyy eh , heeeeee . so wait for my next posting ok hahhahah kalau nak tahu gander my sweetie cik pinky . wassalam ...


Tuesday, February 17, 2015 • 9:24 AM • 0 Sweet hearts

behind  every beautiful life , there has been some kind of pain.
you fall, you rise, you make mistakes, you live, you learn.
you're human , almost perfect but not. you have been hurt but you're alive.
think of what precious privilege it is to be alive - to be breathe,
to think, to enjoy, and to chase the thingss you love.

sometimes there is sadness in our journey, but there is also lots of beauty. we must keep putting one foot in front of the other even when we hurt, for we will never know what is waiting for us just around the bend. nobody else can do it for you. - keep doing what you know in your heart is right for YOU. let your dreams be bigger than your fears and your actions louder than your words ika. live by choice, not by chance. make changes, not excuses. be motivated, not manipulated. work to excel, not compete. choose to listen to your inner voice, not the jumbled opinionss of everyone else. it's you road, and yours alone. others may walk it with you nur zulaikha . inshallah 


• 8:32 AM • 0 Sweet hearts

don't get lost in you pain
know that one day
your pain will become your cure


how many percious moment do i lose crying and feeling sad. 
how many times do i fails and don't find the force to get up again , again and again.
how many wounds do i take away from the past to the future.
how much pain and sadness.


how beautiful would it be if that suffering was a valuable lesson for us . a reason to make us stronger , a reminder of our weakness as human being and that praise belong to allah alone. even though the sadness made us forget that, a reminder that makes us realize that value of modesty. a  wonderful gift that makes us turn to the only one. who wanted to hear our voice in du'a , replying on hum alone .
how many lessons from a single 'suffering'- a suffering which makes us spend the rest of our life, being thankful that it knocked on our door .

stay strong dear ika and make them wonder why you're still smilling but deep down only allah knows everything .
the end.


Tuesday, February 3, 2015 • 5:15 AM • 0 Sweet hearts

dari kejauhan ku renung pelangi yang indah
penuh berwarna warni 
indahnya menghiasi langit biru
namun sayang 
hadirnya hanyalah seketika

begitulah bahagia yang ku rasa
ia bagaikan pelangi 
indahnya hanyalah seketika 
malah derita yang menjelma kembali
dan mula hadirnya rasa iri
pada sang suria yang tersenyum megah

pelangi bagaikan kehidupan ku
indahnya yang ku rasa 
hanyalah sang pencipta sahaja mengetahuinya
dari jauh ia tersegam  indah
 ingin di sentuh mulai menghilang
ingin di dekati mulai menyepi
ia dekat tetapi jauh

itulah erti kehidupan buatku
kebahagiaan yang datang hanyalah seketika 
seperti hadirnya sebuah pelangi 
yang menghiasi langit biru 
tapi indahnya hanyalah seketika .
begitu juga kebahagiaan yang hadir


Thursday, December 25, 2014 • 7:25 AM • 0 Sweet hearts

not all scars show . not all wounds heal . sometimes you can't see the pain and sometimes my silence is just another word for my sadness and sometimes crying is the only way my eyes speak when i can't explain how broken i am .  only doa that can  the only prayer that accompanies me every day and only that i was able to be as strong as this . thanks god for evrysingle things that gave to me . imreally thankfull . sesungguhnya aku seorang yang lalai dengan kegembiraan di dunia tanpa menyedari kehebatan kebahagiaan apabila mendalami ilmu akhirat sesungguhnya aku memiliki kedua-duanya , allahu . i'm began to think for a moment with the chances that i' had and i would be so happy alhamdulillah step by step slowly i changed gradually to become servant who solehah , give me the strength to i through all this



Saturday, November 29, 2014 • 4:50 AM • 0 Sweet hearts

dia tahu aku terluka , dia tahu aku berduka , dia tahu aku kecewa , dia tahu aku merasa kehilangan , dia tahu aku tak bermaya bertahan , dia juga tahu segalanya yang aku rasa ,segalanya yang aku alami dan segalanya yang aku pendam . tapi DIA mahu aku lebih tahu bahawa dia selalu di samping aku walaupun kadang kala aku sendiri yang menjauhinya . leka cuai jatuh sedih aku, yang senang sangat hadir dalam hidup aku . aku tahu semua yang aku hadapi ada hikmah disebaliknya . mungkin dia nak aku lebih kuat hadapi semua ni sebab dia maha adil maha penyangan sesungguhnya dia tidak akan menguji aku sekiranya aku tidak mampu dan itu satu ujian untuk aku supaya aku lebih matang, lebih bersemangat lebih segalanya tanpa ada sifat mudah putus asa walaupun sebesar zarah sekali pun ia muncul dalam diri aku kerana dia nak aku tahu bahawa dia selalu disamping hamba-hambanya dandia juga maha mengetahui apa yg dirasai oleh hambanya . entah mengapa perasaan sedih terlalu mudah untuk aku raskan terlalu mudah muncul dalam diri aku , adakah aku sendiri yang membuatkanya makin parah ataupun aku yang terlalu melayankan perasaan ini . jauh di sudut hati entah , terlalu sesak pemikiran aku . kusut , aku rindukan kebahagiaan bersama . hm rindu , tidak mengapa wahai hati allah sedang menguji mu takkala melihat kesabaran mu untuk menanganinya


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